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Derian read off her phone number.

“We’ve also got a copy of her living will and medical directives.”

Derian frowned. “You do?”

“Yes, it looks like someone was very thorough.”

Emily. Had to be her. She struck Derian as the organized, detail-oriented type. Surely it wasn’t Martin. Derian was definitely in her debt.

“Thanks,” Derian said, suddenly, now that she knew Henrietta was stable and being cared for, very much wanting to find Emily before she had a chance to slip away.

Chapter Five


Emily thought about leaving. She’d been at the hospital for twelve hours, and she was bone weary. The waiting, the worrying, the remembering had taken her back, and the old sorrow had surged anew. At first glance, this bustling, careworn city hospital seemed crude and unpolished compared to the luxury and near-grand-hotel opulence of Mount Elizabeth’s, but as she’d discovered after a few days’ vigil, hospitals were all the same beneath the veneer of civility—impersonal, often cold places. And wasn’t she just getting morose, when she’d long ago set that all aside. She gave herself a mental shake. She’d be fine after she slept. Maybe had a cup of tea and a package of those cookies she kept for emergencies.

The idea of curling up under a blanket on the sofa by the big front window of her third-floor apartment filled her with longing, but Derian had asked her to wait. Or at least, implied that she wanted her to. Really, would it be so rude to leave? Surely Derian Winfield was just being polite. And when had she started thinking of her as Derian, as if they were actually friends? How could they be anything but strangers—they’d met exactly once before. She remembered the moment quite clearly, when obviously Derian hadn’t.

To be fair, she had been so much younger then, not just in years, but in so many other ways. A newly minted master’s degree, the first few months on the job as a real employee, pulling down a paycheck, and not just an intern on temporary assignment—she’d made it, realized the dream that had seemed so far away only a few years before. Here she was, in the land of opportunity where she actually had carved out the life she wanted for herself—researching, studying, making contacts, pushing to be noticed.

Emily smiled, remembering the first emails she’d sent to Henrietta Winfield, someone who had no idea who she was and probably wouldn’t even be bothered to read the message. But Henrietta had read it, and had even emailed her back. Emily had been a college student then, an undergraduate at Harvard, double-majoring in English and creative writing, filling her résumé with everything she could think of that might make her more marketable in a world that could be viciously competitive behind the sedate and cultured façade. Positions in literary agencies were few and coveted, often passed along to those who had some kind of in—a friend or relation who knew someone who was part of the age-old world of New York publishing. She’d taken a chance and decided the only way to make an impression on someone who undoubtedly received hundreds of hopeful applications and queries every year was to demonstrate she understood what truly mattered. She hadn’t written to Henrietta about her qualifications or her potential value as an employee or even her desires and aspirations. She’d written instead about one of her favorite books from an author Henrietta had shepherded from obscurity to