‘It’s hard for us to understand,’ she said, ‘but it’s a disease, an illness. It’s not about you or me or anyone else. He still loves you, Sammy, whatever else. You know that?’
‘I suppose.’
‘He does. And so do I.’ She gave him a hug. ‘We’re going to be all right.’
‘I know,’ he said.
‘How’s Orla?’ She changed the subject.
‘Good, yeah.’
‘We should go out some time,’ she said, ‘the three of us, a meal.’
‘Right,’ he said, ‘before Christmas or after?’ Sarky. Sarky was OK.
‘I do have days off,’ she chided him. ‘I’ll tell you when and you can ask her.’
‘OK.’
‘She’s not vegan or anything?’
‘No,’ he said.
‘OK, that’s a date to be arranged.’
She expected him to return to his game but he switched it off and disappeared upstairs.
Gill closed her eyes, took a breath and let it out slowly. She looked outside where the cherry tree stood in shadow, the rain falling steadily against the windows. She closed the curtains.
It’s going to be all right, she told herself. Who knows what might have happened if she hadn’t found Dave when she did, if she hadn’t forced him to see what was so blindingly obvious, if she hadn’t finally got through to him. And now he was off her back, out of circulation and, she dearly hoped, was going to make a good recovery. She’d need to get the glass fixed in the summerhouse, clear out the mess in there. But not now. Not tonight. Tonight she meant to eat something decent and get a good sleep and try to feel halfway normal again. For her and her boy.
It was all going to be all right.